Monday, August 07, 2006
ZHIYANG IS SO CUTE.
yes again. haha
saw him on the bus today.
then its like he came onto the bus like innocently.
then everyone STARE.
like S-T-A-R-E
then his head got more and more down.
HAHA
kexin was like
OMG ZHIYANG.
then he looked over
then i think his head hit the floor le.
HAHA
so hamster face can?
and he's like
i dont want you to know me. i dont want to know you either.
okay thatsthe good part about today.
bad part arrives.
FREAKS. (two of them)
i hate them
OKAY i know you love your cca.
why the unhappiness and angst about something?
just of some petty actions cum petty anger?
how did you get to be what you are?
when have you became someone so insensitive?
who's become your influences?
in short "what's your problem?"
it's sort of intepreted differently to all people.
it could have been an insult, out of concern, out of frustration..etc.
if you can blog about how angry you are, why cant i blog about how happy i am?
if you can blog about how angry you are, why cant i blog about how sad i am?
isnt it ironic that the whole world have to revolve around you by suiting to your emotions and actions but you tell others not to be so self centred?
isnt it ironic that you can have emotions aroused and be violent in your speeches and actions but you tell others not to do that to you?
if the world is like that, why aren't you the president?
if the world is like that, why aren't you in control?
what does all the complains, whining and angerness give you?
all you could is to feel more bitter and lonely.
unless all you said was to get other's attention.
all the things you said are so insensitive to the people around and yet you want others to be sensitive about YOUR feelings?
your actions and feelings have to affect others to give impact but others cant do that to you and you'll just go on complaining about these freaks and idiots who doesn't know how to get a life?
fine, i declare your winning. cause your actions and words have left a scar on me.
so what?
i'm just another person whom you always think i'm happy no matter what?
you think the only emotions i have is happy?
you think the only words i say to others is to make them feel bad?
you think i make friends just to get attention?
you think that the whole world have to get notice of me and follow what i say?
i'm tired of whatever you are going say, talk, gossip, bitch.
i'm tired of your actions and how you react.
i'm even more tired of your selfishness and telling others not to be.
who's the hypocrite now?
i don't put a disclaimer on my forehead and tell others "oh, be sensitive to me, if not i will die of angerness".
don't think the whole world is in love with you.
don't think the whole world is happy with you.
they are just wearing masks.
and thanks to melgoh for such a good post on things that i would like to say to many around me too.
and thanks to terri, yingting and suyun about some things that enlightened me on some issues.
even more thanks to friends who stood by me and accepted my character.
you don't
do you consider yourself a friend?
whether or not the post was talking about me.
simruimin: i hereby tell you that.
(1) you DO NOT own the world
(2) i dont give a damn about what u think of me
(3) i just dont care okay?
(4) and you are NOT the greatest person in the whole entire world.
(5) if you dont like me. just say it to my face. dont go all around and try to show off your non existent "poetry".
(6) i dont think i will care whether or not you like me. cause i dont care.
I JUST DONT CARE.
and i dont need you to care about me either.
leave me alone.
you are NOT great.
i dont care whether you can make it or not.
i dont care whether you will hate me forever.
i dont care.
and just 4 more years with you.
at most.
and i dont think the world loves me or likes me whatever.
i dont care.
and i realised the masks things LONG beofre you.
before you were throwing yourself at people and acting innocent.
whatsoever.
and you are one big hypocrite also you know?yes
once again,
ZHIYANG IS SO CUTE.
JIAYOU FOR XCOUNTRY TOMORROW.end of today's post
-mixed up.
5:02 PM